a raven....

In the midst of all the current chaos in my life ,I must admit that having a dream in which I could fly was most welcomed. I felt so free and happy. Free falling it seemed into what ever might come.
Things have been so horrible as of late with only broken pieces of happiness left to remind me of  how wonderful things were. Or perhaps how passive and forgiving I used to be. Yup that dream was wonderful. I need more like it.

Rain....

It's raining ! Finally!  I love the smell and how all the colors become darker. The sound of thunder is amazing as well. It would rain right now that things are so bad. Reminding me of the good times and now sorrow I desperately try to avoid. But it is what it is and I'll live as will everyone else. Until then I'll settle for the lovely rain to wash it all away.

Rain , rain stay today, dont leave me for another day....