Move from light.....

So far this blog of mine has fallen by the way side. I make no excuses as It basicly boils down to me being a lazy bitch and nothing else. Last week was pretty shity with the exception of having my baby bats:) I am quickly losing my motivation .

I am fully aware that things will not always be in my control but I can't seem to shke this feeling that I am throwing away more than I should. Not just with limited life time but everything. Again I've found myself slipping into a hard depression .I however refuse to let myself fall too far down this pit.